Archive for October, 2009




Sunrise photo shoot fail, bb just called saying weather not good, bah, I think she is just lazy, and dun want to get out of her warm bed at 5 am. she is saying tomorrow, weather report says it will be be sunnier than today, hope she can get up. (edit: for the record it was her idea !! )

Then she asked if I will consider to have a girlfriend, she said her friend likes me,

arrr, I dun want a girlfriend or I kind of have someone in mind already, but there is issues there too, hmm,

relationship is too complicated, and last one was hurt.

and there is no rush to find a girl friend, lets get to know each other better first as friends.

well if I have a new girlfriend, I think it would be because I lost self control because I love her too much, and she will likely be one of my close friends.

but if she fall for someone else while we are just friends, I think I will get heartache.

bah, I shouldn’t think too much about girlfriend, I want to learn more stuff and better myself more and build everything necessary to provide the environment she deserves. Well if I find the right person, I think is fun to build it with her.


thinking about going to photo shoot by myself.

Edit: been there done that =]

Edit: added photos, no editing just fresh from camera.

Edit: I made breakfast myself ^^

Edit: there is a look in her friend’s eye, which I didnt rilli understand, now I know what that means. =]

She is great, good girl and likes photography, just I dont want a girlfriend, sorry. There is only 1 person I will even consider right now, and I am stopping myself to even do that.

J called last night when i m trying to sleep, found her annoying, always tech support calls when I am trying to sleep

Note to self: dont fall for anyone atm atleast few weeks, i just stated my single life and i m enjoying it, well with bb most of the time and I have fun with her.

Edit: some editing on my iphone

I forgot to bring tripod > < ”


2:00 am

2 hours passed,

epp word count 0

Need at least 4 page for tomorrow



read bb’s blog, re: bb’s {08/10/2009}   Random Thought


my thoughts,

I care about the people I care, because I care about them,  hmmm ~

I think I can only care about a handful of people at a time,

I be nice to people because I want them to be nice to me too,

I be nice to people that are nice to me,

I dun think anyone can block my way, they can block me physically, why would anyone wanna block me anyway, and it is impossible mentally.(they could sent me down a wrong path I guess but I will find out soon enough.)

epp word count 16


epp word count 41

EDIT:(2 days ago event, my memory is limited)

Work on assignment untill 9am while talking with bb, I remember I sing to her and work on assignment and she fall asleep,

woke up again when bb called and keep working on assignment,

after dinner I took the train to hand in a hard copy of assignment, asked bb if I snore, apparently I don’t.



Lots of stuff to do, yet I managed to go to take photo,

Downloaded a lot of new tv show last night, mythbusters have new ep ! and Big bang and How I meet ur mother !

Watch tv all afternoon,

Bit rush, went out with uncle at 4pm, went back home 2 times, I forgot camera the first time, 2nd time I forgot battery ><

back home at 6 for dinner.


At the doctor

This happened a week or 2 ago, I wanted to write about this guy and his kid when I was waiting for the doctor, his wife came later too and she is just as good at parenting.

I remember them today, apparently there is a lot of babys around me, parenting is a huge job, I have just learn how to hold a 6 month old, is not the same when she was 1 or 2 months, she knows how to complaint and crys now, haha ^^

So I saw this guy around his mid 30s, his kid is about 6 or 7. edit: maybe  5, not very good with age

Like many mid age man he have a a bit of gut and a bit of messy hair, he keep looking at my direction ( I sat next to the door, now I know, he is waiting for his wife) that why I was paying attion to them.

Its the way he interact with his kid I admire, When he sat down, his kid went to look for a story book on the shelf, and give to him to read, I think it was white snow and seven dwarfs, He asked if he is ready and started reading, he read every page slowly and make sure he is following also taking time with the book illustrators, slowly other kids that were sitting there bored started to hang around him, one of the other kids asked if he can sit next to him, and he treated him just like his own, sharing the book with him, his kid wasn’t that happy, and wanted to have the book closer to him, he teach him to share, then he is all cool again, however his kid clearly have priority over him.

Then an other kid just a little older, came to join and clearly he wasn’t parented as good, I remember that kid hit her, and she started teaching him no hitting, his own parent didn’t even look or care, I remember that older kid’s mum dropped him there and left him alone to play since there is a long wait, I mean that alone is not that bad but after seeing her kid just hit her so casually, seems like that’s how they handle disagreement.

ok, need to write my learning proposal.

btw, I went there to get my h.pylori result, Negative.

My aunt pass away cos of stomach cancer, just check to be safe.

The test is easy, I took a pill and blow a balloon. + no eating before that.


I set my rules then I break them, >. <

It does help me to tone it down a bit :p

Need to make realistic rules

7am, try to sleep again

Edit: Lets call them goals, rules shouldnt be broken

W00t day off today !

Took an extra week off ^^"



7am Wake, sleep again
9am Still in bed
Bb cry on the phone,  just read her blog

Sleepy, ok i wake up again if she remembers to call

Cbb to go uni to mark ass, stev will hand it in.

Went to borders and got a photography book, just got the first one i picked up, it looks good. Hungry -> Went to eat lunch and reading

Meet bb at the postoffice
Went char for tea for ice

Went home to play with bb with bb, took some photos of bb


Wish list


Photography 101

I like to take photo, coz i am very forgetful, it can capture what i saw and even make it better than it really is.

Something i can look at when i got old



Uncle tom tech support call -> Wake -> bb call, she got bored on the bus -> shower -> get think geek box -> uni lec -> uts lib, do assignment, ramdom pretty girl talks to me then sat next to me, i m busy so didnt talk much -> poping dance with bb -> dinner with bb -> sticker photo with bb -> train +b -> home +b -> sent b home.

friend <3 b

Note: bb dun eat cooked salmon.


just had a deja vu, Scaryyyyyy

I was reading this blog and I just a a deja vu, I think it was a year ago in a dream, or maybe just lack of sleep.

ok,  extra reading for me today.