Jonathan Leang's Blog
Just my personal life online !
Log
Dec 15th
I dont like the feeling of being slightly drunk
but i slept very well but its only 5 am ….
need to get to MK at 1 , better get some sleep more now ..
Log
Dec 15th
Friends around my age already have baby, made my first red pocket, he seem to have his shit togetor, nice !
Oo alen have a kid too, I think 3 years old already, he must got it like 20 or sth
Anyway, i dun think i have what it takes to rise a kid, takin care of it is not easy, but the hardest part is to manage her well for like 15-20 years.
Log
Dec 15th
Meet suki, pun, fung, fung gf, cam wa, his baby.
Luch with suki and shopping for a while then went to have dinnner and saw his baby she is 3 months old, went for a drink, i had a bit too much, silly me, i m fine tho
Conflicted/Confused
Dec 12th
Believe it or not, a person can simultaneously hold two views at once.
Sometimes it’s called being conflicted, and sometimes it’s called being confused.
Sometimes when our emotions are a bit wild, we make conscious choices to be a certain way and we act that way, even though we aren’t 100% there yet.
As time moves forward, our actions begin to define our thoughts more and more.
déjà vu
Dec 12th
OMG, had few déjà vu these pass weeks.
1) when hving dinner with family and friends.
I had a dream about half a year ago, in my dream I was having dinner with my family and friends in HK, I remember it because I was wondering WTF, where is J, (at that time I was still with her) and I notice she is missing in the dream, I think I felt wow cool, strange, maybe my subconscious mind is telling me sth.
well my conscious mind wants to break up with her for a number of times jsut couldn’t do it.
Looking back, I think she is like 3 bad gf combined in to a evil gf. (maybe mid-level Evil)
2) in China with winters.
Just had a moment feeling wow, I seen this before.
Log
We will go to Japan next week, 5 Days from now, its cold, -10 c now. Gonna be there for a week.
Gonna dress up tomorrow with Tie and everything for dinner.
I don’t see any stars in the HK Sky …
2009 Geminid Meteor Shower
Dec 10th
Gonna watch it
http://science.nasa.gov/headlines/y2009/08dec_geminids.htm
I don’t know why but since I came back
I can’t write (well I never write/ type well, but I have stuff to yap about before)
I can’t code too
Not creative at all
maybe is my chair, I don’t like it, makes my ass hurt,
Log
Dec 6th
Went china to winters’s place, is like 10-15 mins taxi trip to the border, and about the same to his house.
Play with few of this bb guns, is so heavy, a thompson, rifle and a hand gun.
Went to shop around pc/camera stuff, didnt buy much, just got a battery for my camera.
Saw some fake watches with winters, his friend wants one, is very well made, however I will never buy a fake, I rada buy normal brand or save up few month’s pay to get the real thing (when i get a job)
Was gonna meet with few of his friends, he said they are 7 , 7.5 but I want to go home. So I left and got home around 10 ish.
( for winters a 7 is pretty in most people’s eyes, this 7.5 is the highest I remember him givin)
log
Dec 3rd
Log for last Sunday.
bb asked to meet up for dinner,
dad drove me to station.
waited for her under her building, didn’t show up.
(I called and she called too, she is busy with sth at her house…)
I would still wait but she finally said she can’t make it.
Didn’t even show up.
