Archive for October, 2009

Need to implement a scheduler for myself,

im lazy i dont do anything unless there is a deadline. I should set some. (exception sometimes I do it for <3 of it)

Need to get the core stuff of me in there.

After reading bb’s post.
I am wondering what is it, what does it mean. I believe I am 幸福 because my well being and family. But I have never think about what it really is or means.

What is it in English ?? Happiness joy? Yes but is not the same.
幸福 is a deeper emotion than 開心.

I think it is easier to understand if I try to find out what prevents 幸福,
sickness, war / confects , hunger ( not what we call hungry), hate, lost (all kinds), stress, pain.

Things that enhance 幸福 could be, family, friends, love, enough resource to maintain a comfortable level of living.

It is a state of mind. Where we feel happiness no matter of the circumstances is. (Thinking of a better string of words)
Edit: 滿足 ?

Edit: I think maybe, The feeling of I have the best, not necessary the best for everyone, but the best for me.

What will I do today, if today is the last, I am very sure about that, so I did, even just a touch.

<3

Should Think about uni stuff now.

Bb 話我細心， but I think I am careless and forgetful

I always remember stuff  I have already forgotten.

edit:

to fix forgetful:

trying to make less stuff I need to remember, by doing them.

last night and today’s plan

home -> sleep -> dream wake 11pm-> sleep -> dream wake at 12pm (i m owl) -> chatting with isabela and kaz on msn untill like 4am while researching camera stuff -> watch desperate housewives and how i met ur mother -> chat with bb -> shower -> Run should go before shower – skip! -> breakfast -> get ticket to HK ( late Nov – late Feb ) -> get tax pack-> uni -> read embeded project, make plan with dates -> work on mobile dev, get the mic working (display value) and dont go home until done.

Want it so badly >.<

need to cut down fat food.